STEALING FRUIT.
Daya bring me fruit,
Father says, his large
Dark eyes gorging on
The fruit bowl you carry,
His tongue moving over
His lips like a fat snake
Through grass. You bring
The bowl within reach of
His hand; his ringed fingers
Lazily reach out and pick at
The fruit. Apple, yes, apple,
He decides, lifting the fruit
To his opening mouth. You
Watch holding the bowl steady,
Your small hands feeling
The bowl’s smoothness, the
Scent of the fruit tempts your
Nose. Put it down now, Daya,
No need to stand there like
A servant girl. You nod and
Walk back to the table and
Lay down the bowl. You are
Tempted to pick a grape, just
To taste, to sense the juiciness
On your tongue, but Father
Has not said so, has not given
Permission. You look at him
Sitting back in the chair, biting
The apple with deep relish, his
Mouth full, his eyes momentarily
Closed. Your fingers pluck a
Grape. You pop it into your mouth
And hold it still, not to swallow
In case Father opens his eyes
And sees. You look at his closed
Eyes, you wonder if he pretends
Not to see, waiting for your throat
To move, ready to judge, to scold.
The grape is in your mouth like
A soft stone. You softly crush its
Skin with your tongue; the juices
Dampening the tongue and floor of
Your mouth. Careful you do not
Choke, Daya, Father says through
A mouthful of fruit, his eyebrows
Rising, his finger reaching to poke.
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